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Tuesday, April 14th, 2009
7:01 pm	i used the same birth control for 7 years, up until a few months ago. at this time i lost my insurance, and had to go to planned parenthood to get a new kind, they only had one option and it has been the one i have been stuck with for the past 5 months. i didn't realize it at first, but in the last couple months it has become very clear that this birth control has hormones in it that have a very negative effect on me. it is insane, i get pissed off about everything, i am constantly frustrated, extremely emotional. this has never happened to me before. i have always been in control. now the littlest things set me off... and i cannot do anything about it. hopefully my new insurance with work will come through soon and i will be able to get back on the old stuff. i really cannot take much more of this, i am about to just drop it all together, but that will happen soon enough. and it isn't just me... jay has noticed it too, i brought it up and he said that he didn't want to say anything but he had noticed a change... haha i love him! i bet my mom would say the same thing if i asked her about it. Current Mood: irritated (Comment on this)
Monday, March 30th, 2009
12:36 pm	new car and new house? things are looking good... dana got preapproved for a mortgage, and she is so fucking excited that she is now speaking in third person!!!!! today is a super good day!!! Current Mood: excited (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 29th, 2009
7:46 pm	i found a house that is lovely, i haven't "seen" it yet, but i have seen it in pictures, the price is also lovely... very affordable, even on my own. the downfall is that there are no appliances, so i would have to buy my own. harsh. hopefully things will fall together this week. if i get approved for a mortgage that would rock. i feel bad that jay and i aren't taking this step together, but that is not my fault, or my deal. he has to clean up his own messes. i am getting a new car tomorrow, very excited, i have never owned a "car". should be a very fun experience! the idea of owning a new car and a new house within the same few months is kinda wild. i hope things work out. Current Mood: unsure (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 10th, 2009
2:20 pm	thoughts i have a lot to think about. i'm really not happy with where i am in life right now, i want to change things, but seem to be stuck, i cannot see where i want to go which makes everything so difficult. i am having trouble choosing between my head and heart. should i sacrafice things that are important to me for love? i don't know... maybe that is why the divorce rates are so high now, people have too many expectations, you spend your time looking for someone who fulfills your checklist, yet you pass by the person that you love, that seems like your perfect other half in all except a few places. on the other hand, a relationship cannot work if love is the only thing you have i common. at least that is my opinion. i am really stuck, i don't like to put time limits on things, but in this case it seems as though one is already in place. i have been reminicing a lot, and i don't necessarily like where it is leading. i try not to feel bad about things that have pasted, but it is a curse of being me i think, i get in those funks from time to time. and whether i want to admit it, or i even like it, i do care what other people think of me, maybe not all people, but people that i have to deal with. i am going to stop torturing myself. This is what happens when i have too much time on my hands while at work. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Led Zeppelin- "Over the Hills & far Away" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 28th, 2009
9:10 am	last night jay and i were arguing about the same stupid old bull shit. then he said to me, if i told you that you had to choose between me and ______ who would you choose? i gave him the truth, which is that forcing someone to make a choice like that is an indicator of abuse, and i would choose myself, by removing myself from the abusive situation. this answer did not make him happy, because of course "he wasn't really asking me to choose, just wanted to know who i would choose." I don't think i was avoiding the questions, this is really what i would do if faced with this situation. it is something i believe really strongly about, i am kind of tired of running into people who don't think this is a big deal. it is frustrating. Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 22nd, 2009
3:41 pm	this is silly and middle school, but if someone tells you "i miss you" is it kinda like "i love you" meaning, should you just say it back... so you don't hurt the other persons feelings. really i would never say "i love you" just to not hurt someones feelings, so i guess they are on two different levels, but still after you have said it once, then the person kinda expects to hear it every time they say it, "i miss you" is kinda like that too. ha, that doesn't make sense. anyone? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 4th, 2007
1:30 am	back again hi, i nearly forgot this place, but i spend so much time on the internet now and it just came to me. it is a nice alternative to myspace (and sleep). plus i am sure less people will read this, not that anyone reads that... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 24th, 2007
4:00 pm	jelouse i just helped my brother move into his new apartment, and i found myself being jelouse that he gets to move. i want to get my own apartement, sharing with someone is harder than i thought. sometimes it is good, but i need a break. i don't know time to think i guess. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 21st, 2006
1:46 pm	that is scarey You Belong in the USA Sweet! People either love you or hate you And you really don't care what anyone thinks Big and bold, you do things your way What English Speaking Country Are You? (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 14th, 2006
5:49 pm	The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few. But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky. Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be? (Comment on this)
Monday, September 25th, 2006
11:19 pm	just out of curiosity... what is your favorite thing about yourself? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 9th, 2006
8:56 am	i am so depressed right now and i think it will only get worse Current Mood: rejected (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
9:08 am	You Belong in London A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well. What City Do You Belong In? (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
1:08 am	these things are totally unrelated... how are you ever suppose to really trust someone? i hate worrying i do it too much. i put off alot of stuff till the last minute, and now i have a shit load of work to do. we need to hook up a network so i can go on the internet with my computer... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 24th, 2006
8:07 pm	tonight is my last night at this house... i have been anticipating this for weeks, but now that it is finally here i am sad... Current Mood: complacent Current Music: santana (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 23rd, 2006
10:24 am	Microbrew (66% dark & bitter, 33% working class, 0% genuine) Microbrews, though obscure, are pretty tasty things, and they continually win beer contests. I, personally, have a hard time getting past the hype and the slight air of pretention that surrounds any discussion of "hoppiness," "5-star scales," and the like. But their non-working-classness notwithstanding, Microbrew is one of the best categories on this test: dignified, intelligent, rare. Personality-wise, you have refined tastes (after all, mircobrews are usually kind of expensive), but you know how to savor what you get. Your personality isn't exactly light and bubbly, but very you're well-liked by your close circle of friends. Your sense of humor is most likely on the dark side, but that's just another way to say sophisticated, right? Just remember to act like a Pabst every once in a while, and you'll be perfect. Cheers!!! My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 36% on dark You scored higher than 4% on workingclass You scored higher than 0% on genuine Link: The If You Were A Beer Test written by gwendolynbooks on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
10:11 pm	NEW DATE RAPE DRUG (LADIES PLEASE READ!) A woman at a Metropolis nightclub on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood, with Progesterex, which is essentially a small sterilisation pill. The drug now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilise their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilise large animals. Rumour has it that Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drugs effects ARE NOT TEMPORARY- They are PERMANENT!!! Progesterex was designed to sterilise horses. Any female who takes it WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO CONCEIVE. The bastards can get this drug from anyone who is in vet school or any university. It's that easy, and Progesterex is about to break out big every where. Believe it or not, there are even sites on the internet telling people how to use it. Please COPY this to everyone you know, especially girls. Be careful when you're out, and don't leave your drink unattended. Please make the effort to pass this onto all you know... Guys, please inform all your female friends and relatives. This has now been reported to have been used on 360 women around London. Girls, keep your drinks safe at all times, and men, look after the girls you're with. Please pass this on... Thank you (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 30th, 2005
5:16 pm	Take the quiz: what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures) ketamine. you are ketamine. special, trippy, outgoing and spiritual. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 24th, 2005
3:42 pm	happy- merry chrismahanukwanzika everyone!! Current Mood: giggly (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
9:42 am	i don't even like steak... You taste like steak. You are hearty, strong, and juicy. People all over the world love you and you grace many tables with your presence. What makes you special is the people that love you and what they add to your natural character. How do you taste? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)